You cannot hate life... You can only question it

Latly I have been asking myself what is real and what is a lie in the world... Sometimes I wonder what I mean when I ask myself that... I don't think I want to know... I don't know what I am really asking anymore... What do we want when we ask our questions anymore?... Do we want the real answer to improve our understanding? Or do we just want the answer we were hoping for?... From Our first questions to our last, how much did we really accomplish learning the things we did? Don't answer me... Just let your mind ponder the answer a little. As for me... I'm going to stop trying to find the answer... And begin my search for the solution... I mean... Witch would you prefer? The answer to the question?... Or the solution to the problem... Again don't answer me.... Just let your mind ponder...

She found me

Hello everybody once again... I have returned... It has been well over a month sense deaths oblivion left the last blog post on here and it is true my chosen did shoot me. I have now returned with the head of the one who was truly aiming to kill me, deaths oblivion. He had been working to kill me for many months and at first I had never known but after more time had past the more I began to revise he was using me, so I did not stop him instead I used his own cruel game against himself and now he is the one who lies dead. But the day i had return I thing I have fallen... For someone... Without her I would have never had been able to return I do belive I have fallen for her now.